Thursday, February 23, 2017

One of the BEST days of my life...

Our son called sometime after lunch and asked if I wanted to watch Liam (our 2 year old grandson) I said of course I do..So they came, I watched him 3-4 hours he was such a good boy.....played with the camera on my laptop we took a picture, and he played with the camera on my tablet...lol....here is a photo of us both together....


Tuesday, February 21, 2017

These Flowers Come Up Every Year....

Every year on the side of our driveway these pretty purple flowers always bloom, I just had to get a photo of them today...and upload them with my canon80d camera...




Wednesday, February 1, 2017

Sent the URN Necklace back...

Last night I was up almost all night long, wondering, thinking, should I? Do I really want to wear a necklace that has my mom's ashes (her death) in a necklace or do I want to wear a photo necklace that was hers that she touched instead....I decided to send the URN necklace back, and I am going to have a picture of her resized and put in her necklace...I think I would like that much better....This is really consuming me, I woke up this morning with a headache cause of all this wondering and so on...

Wednesday, January 25, 2017

Picking up mom's ashes

I have never felt anything so bad in my whole life, I have always said when my mom dies will be the hardest thing I will ever go through, and it is.... my youngest sister called earlier said she will pick up mom's ashes later and take her to her house, and when me her, and our middle sister can all get together we will put some of her ashes in each of our urn necklaces, then she will take her ashes to where she wanted to be buried, next to her sister Mary....I feel like going to sleep and not wanting to wake up....will I ever feel better? no cause this is my mom....this hurts so much....

Monday, January 23, 2017

The Cremetory

My sister Becky called this morning said she would be at the funeral home sometime after 11 am and for me to call our sister Donna at 10 am so I did she did not answer I called Becky back, she called her, and Donna called me said she would pick me up at 11....she did we went to Bob Evans to eat first, then we met Becky at the funeral home, we signed papers and so on, I asked if the ashes would be all mom, he said yes....Becky gave me the mom necklace, that was moms Donna took me home and gave me the box of stuff had some of moms stuff in it...every once in a while I look on the funeral home website see if moms obituary is there it is....when I seen it, I cried so hard....it gave me a headache...

Moms Obituary

Please sign the guestbook and light a candle for her, would mean so much to me...
I love you mom...
your daughter Bonnie